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Feb. 26th, 2006 06:58 pmI was a little bit hungover today and had this uncontrollable urge to have pulla, the traditional Finnish sweet roll bakery product. Since my nearest story didn't have any, I was forced to bake. I had to buy everything from flour to milk, because as a rule, I don't keep carbohydrates at home. I had also put away my baking pans, so I ended up improvising: From my three pans of pulla, one ended looking like ( a giant mushroom on steroids )
Yes, I'm insane for publishing pictures of baking products on my lj.
On the other things... I had an interesting phone conversation today about my insecurities. I have this almost uncontrollable need to shy away from new situations with people that I don't know. It pains me greatly to even make a phone call, even when I have a legitimate reason to do so. I'm just like "I can't, I can't!" It's like I have this great brain but when it's time to put it in use, I have no hands to do the work. My high stress management means cutting all communication to minimum, so I shy away from reading my emails and making phone calls as long as I can. This kinda stuns my employment seeking, to put it mildly. The funny thing is that I have always thought that that was the norm and people who were more relaxed when interacting with strange people were an exception. Now I have learned that I'm the exception. Horay.
Yes, I'm insane for publishing pictures of baking products on my lj.
On the other things... I had an interesting phone conversation today about my insecurities. I have this almost uncontrollable need to shy away from new situations with people that I don't know. It pains me greatly to even make a phone call, even when I have a legitimate reason to do so. I'm just like "I can't, I can't!" It's like I have this great brain but when it's time to put it in use, I have no hands to do the work. My high stress management means cutting all communication to minimum, so I shy away from reading my emails and making phone calls as long as I can. This kinda stuns my employment seeking, to put it mildly. The funny thing is that I have always thought that that was the norm and people who were more relaxed when interacting with strange people were an exception. Now I have learned that I'm the exception. Horay.
